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1 Second from (Almost) Everyday

June 9, 2017 by Mackenzie

Have you heard of the app, 1 Second Everyday (1SE)? It lets you compile a video of one-second clips from every day, creating a fun, fast-paced glimpse into your past.

Inspired by some of my fellow ETAs, I jumped on the bandwagon and started adding daily clips. I kept it up for the entire year, and finally finished my Fulbright Year video. Enjoy this glimpse into my daily life in Indonesia!

Filed Under: Fulbright, MAN 1, teaching, Travels, Videos, Year 2, Year In Review Tagged With: fulbright, MAN 1 Kendari, One Second a Day, review, video

52 Things I Learned in Indonesia

June 1, 2017 by Mackenzie

I spent 19 of the last 21 months living in Indonesia. It was a wild ride from start to finish, but one that I wouldn’t have traded for the world. I also learned a lot… some things serious, others less so… I’ve spent the last month or so developing this list – I hope you enjoy!

Mock-teaching in Bandung

  1. Indonesia is very, very far away.
  2. I love teaching.
  3. Teaching is a lot of work.
  4. Two years of teaching is enough for me.
  5. I gained so much more respect for all the teachers in my life – I can’t believe the work you do day in and day out, year after year!
  6. I am conversationally fluent in Bahasa Indonesia.
  7. Sober karaoke can be a blast.
  8. Wifi is a blessing but hotspotting is where it’s at.
  9. Crawling in bed at 8pm with a book is my favorite way to spend an evening.
  10. Exercising is my jam but “Timber” is my actual jam.
  11. I can live without ice cream, I can’t live without Mac n Cheese.
  12. Anthony’s Mac n Cheese powder is life.

    At my favorite cafe, Bottoms Up, with my favorite food, Nasi Ayam Lada Garam… spicy chicken with rice.

  13. Friends are like stars, you can’t always see them but you know they are always on the other end of Snapchat.
  14. Goals change, roll with it.
  15. If you find a food you like, it’s okay to eat it every day.
  16. Also, if you find a cafe you like, it’s okay to go there every other day. If you can’t find any other good cafes, just go to the good one every day… who really cares?
  17. Regardless of the cafe, there is a 65% chance the wifi password will be “ubi goreng” (fried cassava).
  18. Instant coffee tastes bad, no matter what you put in it.
  19. I learned to ride a motorbike, scooter-style.
  20. I can sleep anywhere, at any time.
  21. Leave your fear on the ground – jumping off waterfalls is worth it.
  22. Card games can make an afternoon or evening disappear in a minute.
  23. A hard drive full of movies is essential. So is a flash drive full of kindle books. It’s also probably illegal.
  24. I’ve become a great hockey player – but not with pucks, with cockroaches.

    I wore this proudly

  25. Following that ^, my body can wake instantly from the deepest 3am sleep when it hears the “ckckckck” of a cockroach walking across my bedroom floor.
  26. Whatsapp is by far the best texting app.
  27. Agreeing to one photo, means agreeing to 15.
  28. ^^^ Just say no.
  29. Kendari is brutally hot. Covering wrists, to ankles, to collarbones in 105+ degree is something I will not miss. I will never complain about summers in America ever again. Not when I can freely wear shorts and tank tops.
  30. I may as well schedule off 3-5pm every weekday as “nap time.”
  31. Staying in touch with friends and extended family is hard. But y’all, I’m back in your time zone so HMU!
  32. There is all of one air conditioned cafe with reliable wifi in Kendari.
  33. I learned to scuba dive.
  34. GoJek is clutch. It’s like Uber but motorcycle taxis and then there’s GoFood, GoMassage, GoMart, GoGlam… literally everything you could ever need. If it’s in your city… (get in the game Kendari).
  35. I am more comfortable eating with my hands than with a fork.
  36. My tolerance for spicy food has significantly increased.
  37. There is always room for one (or two, or five) more people in/on a car/bus/motorcycle.

    Vacationing with friends is the best

  38. It’s hard to get a jump-start on the job search because no, I can’t come in for an interview next week.
  39. ^^ Then, when they agree to a phone interview, it monsoons all day and you have no service.
  40. Pizza can cure anything.
  41. Your city may cry for you when you go – it hasn’t stopped raining in Kendari since we left and there is major flooding everywhere.
  42. Never count on a flight being on time.
  43. ^^You can reasonably assume your flight will be delayed 45 minutes – 2 hours, every time.
  44. The best vacations are the ones with friends – it doesn’t matter where you go.
  45. Always question the meat you’re eating – it could be chicken, or it could be cow brain or dog.
  46.  Buy all the batik. No regrets.
  47. Advocate for yourself. If you’re not happy with something, speak up. Changes can be made. You’re not meant to suffer through the year.
  48. Write down everything you take to the laundry place – things may “disappear.”
  49. Scuba diving in Nusa Lembongan is unparalleled.
  50. Don’t eat Western food at Indonesian restaurants. It won’t be anything like what you wanted.

    My kids had lots of questions for Martha about the U.S. government’s feelings towards Muslims and what it would be like if they ever went to America. I was so proud of them for asking those questions.

  51. Islam is a beautiful and welcoming religion. I am thankful I got the chance to immerse myself in a Muslim culture and school – despite the hateful rhetoric coming from the White House.
  52. You could spend years exploring Indonesia and never see it all, nor ever grow tired of its beautiful beaches, immense volcanoes, and thick jungles. I’m grateful I had two years to explore what I could!

I’m sure I learned hundreds more things but this is what came to mind. It’s weird to think that I’m back in the States for good now, and can’t jet off to climb an active volcano or stumble upon a deserted beach. But America has many modern conveniences that I am eternally grateful for – hot showers, sinks, clean drinking water, all the Western food, the ability to pass unnoticed wherever I go… I’m grateful to be home but will always miss the beautiful country of Indonesia that I was lucky enough to call home for two years!

Filed Under: Fulbright, MAN 1, teaching, Year 2 Tagged With: ETA, fulbright, Indonesia, Lessons, Things I Learned

Teaching English to 305 Students

October 14, 2016 by Mackenzie

First, I want to say thank you so much everyone who reached out after my last post (“Hey Mister”). Hearing from everyone, near and far, was so encouraging. It can be hard to live so far away from friends and family but having a virtual support system is a wonderful second best. I was also so glad to know that my post sparked conversations and thoughts about skin color, race, bules, and more… Please don’t let the conversations and thoughts stop – this is such an important topic.

But on to other subjects! I just completed my fourth week of teaching here in Kendari and things couldn’t be going better (in that regard). I teach 12 classes each week – all of them 90 minutes, except one which is a little over two hours. Each class has anywhere between 22-40 students (most around 30-35). I see each class 1x per week – which is a horrible, and impossible, way to learn a language. The lucky kids are the “Bahasa track” kids who essentially take English (and Japanese) as elective courses and so they get English twice a week.

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All Indonesian high school students are split into “tracks” in high school. Schools generally offer 2+ tracks: Science, Social, Religion, Language, etc. SMAN 5 PKY only had science and social tracks, but MAN 1 KDI has all four of these. Vocational schools (SMKs) offer a whole different group: tourism, cooking, tailoring, etc. Students in Indonesian high schools take all of their classes with their “class.” So X IPA 1 (10th grade Science #1) is together the whole day, taking all of their classes together, while X IPS 1 (10th grade Social #1) sits in their room and takes all of their classes together. From what I understand, students choose their track but are tested into the higher or lower classes (IPA 1 is the “best” whereas IPA 4 is the “lowest” of the science track). Additionally, science students are considered the “smartest” and social students the “not as smart.” Religion and Bahasa tracks fall somewhere in between (and most people outside of those tracks wonder why you would choose that). I teach the entire 10th grade: X IPA 1, 2, 3, 4 (science); X IPS 1, 2, 3 (social); X Agama (Religion); and X Bahasa (Language). And two 11th Grade classes: XI Agama (Religion) and XI Bahasa (Language) –> but I see XI Bahasa twice a week. 

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A rare moment of quiet in the courtyard

My first and second weeks of teaching were difficult because I was expecting a higher level of English (something comparable to my students last year) but I wasn’t finding it. Giving instructions, praise, comments, greetings… anything in English was falling on deaf ears. Anything I said was greeted by… silence. Initially, I was really surprised. Seeing as this is a school that seems to run more efficiently and organized than my school last year, with teachers almost always going to class, and rules much more strict about students being in the classroom, I figured the English level would potentially be higher than my kids last year. At the very least it would be comparable, right?

Well… no. It took about two weeks for me to come to terms with it – but these kids’ English levels are low. And I mean LOW. Some classes don’t even know the word for “makan” (eat). Like, that has to be the most basic English word ever. Some students in my classes, and some 12th graders (who I don’t teach), call me “mister.” (Seriously?!) Sometimes, when I give them an activity, they ask if it should be completed in English or Bahasa Indonesian. Ummmmm… wild guess? What do you think you are supposed to do?!?!?!?!?  This is ENGLISH class for crying out loud! Asking them to answer a simple question out loud is like asking them to give a speech in front of the whole school in French.

All this to say, teaching English is an uphill battle.

I’m generally at school for most of the day. Most days I teach 3 classes, which are separated by a 45 minute break, except Friday when they are back-to-back-to-back. I get to school at 8:30 or so. Teach from 8:45-10:15, break until 10:45, teach again from 10:45-12:15, break (to pray) until 1pm, and teach again from 1-2:30. Obviously, it’s Indonesia, so we usually don’t go to class until at least 5 minutes after the bell has rung, but more common 10-15 minutes late. (I’m slowly trying to change that with my coteachers…).

So considering all of these challenges, how do we spend those precious 90 minutes in the classroom?

It starts with lesson planning – this year, I am so much more prepared for my lessons. This in part has to do with a massive google drive collection of lesson plans from previous ETAs that Grace and I compiled and organized this summer. It makes it SO much easier to find lessons on the sometimes-obscure topics we are supposed to be teaching. I usually come up with a few ideas over the weekend for the four different topics I will be teaching over the week. I’ll teach the 10th grade general lesson 8 times, the 11th grade general lesson 2 times, 1 special lesson for the Bahasa track (English elective) kids in 10th grade, and another for the 11th grade. On Monday afternoon, I meet with the other English teachers and I share my ideas for each of the four lessons. Together we choose the best ideas and end the meeting with an outline for each lesson. I then go home and spend all of Monday evening and afternoon typing up a complete lesson plan and creating/printing/copying the materials (worksheets, handouts, powerpoints, etc) and then emailing my coteachers the completed lesson plans for the week. Tuesday (11th grade) and Wednesday (10th grade) are when we kick off the new lessons, which last until the following Monday and Tuesday, when every class has then had the lesson.

Here’s a few examples of what we are up to!

Compliments Lesson

The 10th grade focused on “giving and receiving compliments” a few weeks ago. The best part of this lesson was the final activity – we gave one sticky note to each student and asked them to write their name at the top. Then, they passed that sticky note to their friend who wrote a compliment to them on their sticky note. Then, the note was passed again. The students passed and passed and passed until all the sticky notes were full of compliments to each other. Then, I pulled out a big poster, on which I had written, “We are Special,” and they all stuck their sticky notes to it. At the end, they anxiously searched for their sticky note to read the compliments their friends had written to them.

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My heart was bursting! <3

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Proudly hanging it up on their classroom wall!

I had so much fun with this activity. The students were so excited to be complimenting each other and to have a finished product to get to keep. Many of the classes hung the poster up in the classroom and I smile every time I enter their room. (Another difference: teachers move from room to room while the students stay put. One of my goals this year is to take the unused “Language Laboratory” Classroom and turn it into an American classroom, where the students come to us, as teachers, instead of us going to them. Stay tuned…)

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This = very proud teacher moment!

Daily Activities

After compliments, the 10th grade learned about daily activities. The textbook called for something a little more advanced but I reeled it back in because by this point, I had realized the students lacked simple vocabulary. So for this week, I had my handy-dandy popsicle sticks, on which I had written every student’s name on a stick. I would pull a name and ask a question – “What did you do this morning?” “What will you do after school?” What will you do this weekend?” Many of the students strugggggggggled with this but with their friends’ help, I could finally squeeze out an answer. I then explained that today, we are going to talk about daily activities, just like the ones you all just named.

I split them into groups of 4-5 and each team had to make a list of activities for every letter of the alphabet (A: amusement park B: beach, basketball, breakfast etc). I banned the use of dictionaries because I really wanted the students to think. I really believe that most of the students do know some English but they have never been asked to produce it. English classes, before I came, were often conducted in Bahasa, and they never had to speak in English if they didn’t want to. As they worked on the activity, I circulated the classroom and helped give hints for words and letters they were stuck on.

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The second half of the class we spent compiling a big list on the board together. Letter by letter I asked for the words they had written in their groups and added any that they had missed from my master list. I did a lot of silly acting and speaking in Bahasa to get them to guess the words – and I think my candor helped them to relax. If there was still time at the end, we played a quick game of hot seat – where one student sits with his/her back to the board and I write a word from this list on the board and the class had to describe the word and get him/her to guess it.

All in all, a great class.

You can see the A-Z on the whiteboard behind us!

You can see the A-Z on the whiteboard behind us

Daily Activities –> Sentences

This week, as the follow up lesson, we focused on taking all those daily activity vocabulary words and learned to make a complete sentence with them.

The first activity was interviewing their friends about their daily and weekly activities. Each student got a grid that they had to go around and ask their friends, “what are you going to do Sunday morning?” and then fill it in on their chart. I encouraged them to walk around with their A-Z list from last week, to have a a huge list of vocabulary to draw from. Hearing them all wander around and ask and answer questions in English was music to my ears!

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When that was done, I wrote the grammar structures on the board (Subject + to be + going to + verb …. etc) and asked for examples from their interviews. We would write examples like, Dina is going to sleep on Sunday night. My favorite toy in the classroom is my beachball. After a bit of practice all together, I then tossed my globe beach ball to a random student and gave them a day and time, “Wednesday morning.” Then then had to make a sentence with the information from their sheet and share it with the class. We practiced negative and interrogative forms, wrote individual sentences, and practiced more by throwing the beachball to each other. By the end, I feel confident saying that some 29/30 students were able to make a correct sentence by the end. I was thrilled.

Telling Time

The 10th grade language-track kids have me as their “English literature” teacher. I laughed when I saw the name of the class – there’s just no way. The syllabus itself, while far from “English Literature,” is far too advanced for them, so my coteacher and I decided to do our own thing this year with them. We want to go back to the basics and make sure they have a really solid understanding of basic English.

The first week, we decided to teach about time. I opened the class asking if someone could tell me what time it was. No one could.

First, we played Bingo. Good, old fashioned number bingo. And they LOVED it. I used an app to generate random numbers and would call them out and they had to cross it off if they had it – the goal was get a feel for listening to numbers called out loud.

After bingo, I drew a clock on the board and we talked about the correct way to tell the time in English. Then, we practiced using mini whiteboards. This is one of my favorite assessment tools – I bought a pack of sheet protectors, stuck a white sheet of paper in each one, bought a dozen whiteboard markers, a pack of tissues, and ta da! Mini whiteboards! I call out a time and in pairs, they have to write it down and then hold up the whiteboard so I can check if they got it right. If not, they try again. I love this. It’s a fast, quick way to check understanding, plus it’s something totally different for them and they love it. In another class, we did it with present tense verbs to past tense, and again, it worked great.

Once most of the class was answer my time calling correctly, they completed a worksheet where they had to write in the correct times. Then we moved on to the vocabulary associated with telling time, “a quarter past,” “ten to 2,” etc… This proved to be much trickier for them. We practiced with the whiteboards again, completed part 2 of the worksheet, and then time was up. At this point, I felt like everyone had a pretty solid understanding of telling time (some more or less on the vocabulary but that’s not really common, so I wasn’t too focused on that). I asked what time it was now, and they all raced to answer my question and gave me the correct time! I was thrilled! We had come a long way in that two hours!

Playing a board game to practice Simple Past verbs

The following week we played a “telling time” board game to review what we had learned the previous week.

Filed Under: Fulbright, MAN 1, teaching, Year 2 Tagged With: Lesson Plans, MAN 1, teaching, TEFL

Week 1

September 24, 2016 by Mackenzie

 

After living in hotels for five out of the last six weeks, it feels so good to unpack my suitcases and settle in to my new home. I’ve been at site now for a full seven days. I’ve already experienced a number of mati lampus (blackouts), been to hypermart (~Walmart) three times, sweated my way through a zillion classes, and found myself being interviewed on tv. What a week.

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While I was in Bandung for orientation, I had asked my school to fix up some of the things in my house… namely, the AC. They ended up putting plastic over the open space above the partition so the cold air stays inside my bedrooms but the light still comes in. It’s definitely made a difference and it’s comfortable now. It’s not super cold, and I often wish I was back in my room in Pky because the AC there was incredible. But it works, and I bought a mini fan that helps too. While I was gone they also fixed the outlets, closed the hole in the ceiling, and bought me a refrigerator! I’m very happy to have that and am now loaded up with fruit and snacks.  I also bought a blender and LOVED being able to make smoothies in the morning! That is… until it stopped working this morning ?TBD I’ll keep you posted.

Bought a mosquito net in Bandung and my coteacher recruited some of my students to help put it up

Bought a mosquito net in Bandung and my coteacher recruited some of my students to help put it up

Yay!! Sleeping very peacefully now!

Yay!! Sleeping very peacefully now!

School has been great this week and I’m excited to be back in the classroom! I really want to learn my student’s names this year (all 300+ of them!) so the first thing I did with every class this week was to pass out sticky notes and have them write 1) their full name 2) their nickname (everyone goes by a nickname that may or may not be close to their real name) and 3) their hobbies. I then took pictures of all the students holding their sticky note so now I can match names to faces! I didn’t do this last year and regretted it the whole year! I also made little seating charts of where they sit in the classroom (usually they always sit in the same place every day) so I can refer to that as well.

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In one of my classes we brainstormed words describing personality from A-Z. We made a huge list on the board and then the students used those words to create acrostic poems of their names… Mine looked like:

(M)ischevious

(A)dventurous

(C)lever

(K)ind

(E)ergetic

(N)eat

(Z)any

(I)ntelligent

(E)nthusiastic

I had the kids make a table tent name card with the front just their nickname and the acrostic poem on the back – it was super cute!img_1467

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We also began the visa conversion process this week. It’s really difficult to get work visas in Indonesia and AMINEF can’t get them in time for when we arrive in August. So instead they bring us in on Socio-cultural visas and then we convert them once we have all the paperwork. It’s still a 8-step project even then but at least we’ll be legal in a month or two? Anyways, the first of many visits to immigration occurred on Monday and then the immigration officials showed up at my school to “check” on things and to see my housing…

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Kate and I ended the week with dinner here:

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It was a great way to celebrate the end of a long, first week!

It’s great being back and being back for the long term. Last year, at this point was when we were evacuated for the first time. It’s crazy to look back at that now and think how long that lasted, when initially we thought it was only going to be for a few days! It’s weird to me to think I’ll be here for several months before I travel again. Last year was so much movement and travel I was rarely at site for more than a month at a time. But this year, I’m in it for good! I’m looking forward to next week and lesson planning with my teachers, continuing to develop routines, and exploring with Kate and Shelby!

Filed Under: Fulbright, MAN 1, teaching, Year 2 Tagged With: First week, Kendari, MAN 1, school, teaching

Meet Mackenzie

Hi! I'm Mackenzie! I'm currently a Fulbright English Teaching Assistant in Indonesia! I'm writing all about my year on this blog and hope you'll follow along on this journey! Read More…

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Students and Indonesian Friends: Please don't take anything I say here as critical of my experience or you and your culture. Rather, through this blog I want to share my experience in your country with my friends and family in America! I may write and laugh about a lot of things that are different but none of it is bad, it's just different!

This blog is not an official Department of State website, and the views and information presented here are my own and do not represent the Fulbright Program or the Department of State.

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Hi! I'm Mackenzie! I'm currently a Fulbright English Teaching Assistant in Indonesia! I'm writing all about my year on this blog and hope you'll follow along on this journey! Read More…

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